I Might Need Some Help

The one and only comment on by blog is that I should get some help.  If you read it, the author indicates that their remarks are of concern, and not to be construed as rude.
I can see how the author of the comment might think that I would react that way, but I want to assure the author that I take no offense, and that it is cool that you were so honest.

I think that counseling is just a means of paying someone to be your friend.  And if it is cost free counseling then I conclude that counseling is just a way of making friends that have the same problem.

Yet, in the end, we all know quite well that the end result of counseling is to have the patient take control of their own life.  So I will skip the counseling, and go for the ride.

And I can say that,  without clear thinking,  because I just returned from the Meadowlands Racetrack and have. for the 3rd consequetive day , had a profitable outcome.  So I am a little elated right now and I have those "maybe I can make a living at this" feeling again. 

I may need some help, but I will wait till I go to the Racetrack again tomorrow.  It is supposed to be 88 degrees.  I will enjoy the grandstand and the call of the races in a pleasant surrounding.